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Dance with me in the sunlit pools -exhibition review by Mark Rowan-Hull

I have been looking forward to this exhibition by the artist Carrie Stanley for a long time. It is a special show for several reasons of which I will explain further . I saved myself a good hour or more to look at the paintings and absorb them and have since returned a few times. It was a beautiful sunny day when I first entered the small, intimate space after an awful few months of endless rain. The sunlight shining directly on a large yet seemingly intimate painting “Night Swimming” the heavenly light shining upon beautiful cadmium yellow with shadowy figures, suggestive of a memory of something imagined. Like a dream, I found it an almost spiritual experience upon entering the space. I have since found out how important the experience and how integral Colour is to Carrie’s work.

 

I have known about Carrie’s work as an artist for a long time. I knew and was fond of her late husband Mike and I have connected with her work through her instagram pages and in particular her “Visual Grief Diaries” which document her feelings and makes eloquent visual documentation on the process around her and her own family’s grief. For this Carrie Stanley makes evocative searching drawings and paintings and sometimes performative actions which embody and reflect the process of memory and of grief. It is profoundly moving and extraordinarily brave work, which often stops me in my tracks and I believe is in itself groundbreaking, and inspiring for helping others in coping ; especially with the aftermath of and coping with loved ones lost.

 

The untangling and constant unravelling of feelings associated with  loss is of course integral to, and forms the basis of this show, and is I believe (though not the only) , a very special element of the fascinating and unique paintings that have emerged and evolved in the years since and are now flowing into Carrie’s ongoing work. 

 

The most immediate thing I notice as an artist and painter myself is the attention to and interaction with material, and also a lovely sense of the joy of the painting process itself , and the immediacy of it all. The paintings all have a sense of layering, each gesture opening up another layer or memory.

 

Recently In a talk I conducted with the choreographer Siobhan Davies (as part of a Symposium at the University of Oxford on the theme of “Gesture”) Davies spoke to me about the way that a simple gesture in painting and dance can reveal, hold and open up so much in terms of memory. The choreographer is interested in and is working on archives, and Carrie Stanley’s paintings seems to embody this notion, and hold so much within. This idea which resonates with my own interests, of the painting being a whole body experience is something contained in the work and inspires Carrie, especially the work of the Choreographer Martha Graham who eloquently expressed emotion through basic human movement. This is explored in artists I myself admire and are influenced by such as Carolee Schneemann and Florence Peake,the Vienna Actionists , the Gutai movement, Yoko Ono . Where painting and the body are almost synonymous. The sensory experience and presence of the body is somehow tangible in Carrie Stanley’s paintings. 

 

Archival material also forms a big part of Carrie’s process, the paintings making use of and work directly from an archive of her husband Mike’s negatives for photographs of which she has a big collection of (Mike Stanley was himself trained as, and was a talented artist himself which made him such an uniquely important director).

 

The way Carrie works with the negatives though, gives the paintings a touching palpable and loving feeling that there is another presence being revealed and sometimes hidden making the works feel simultaneously personal , poignant and powerful . I recently went to a show of the Chinese artist Xie Nanxing in London which some of Carrie’s work brought to my mind. The clever layering, and sense of something being erased , revealed and erased again. It creates an enigmatic mystery to each piece. 

 

The colour and materiality of the work on display here is both extraordinary and striking. In all the paintings there are elements of the surface coming to the fore, with staining and pouring with tentative gestural markings, and a constant awareness of the the canvas  itself. There is a great sense that the whole process is gently being revealed.

 

The painting ‘ Mistress of Crewell’ I had go up to several times as I thought it had a 3D effect and perhaps used gauzes. The startling illusory effect on the eye created by the way the canvas had been unusually stretched behind, almost appearing like embroidery emphasising the raw canvas and the layering of different tecniques. Apparently, the mesh around the edges of the canvas were triggered by a childhood memory of feeling the edges of an embroidered cloth. It is an extraordinary tactile and unique piece. Each of the paintings seem to somehow encapsulate a sensory healing process which emanates from the surfaces and colours, and the revealed processes within. There seems to be a musical element too in some of the work, especially in the application of paint which seems to contain much movement especially in the more abstract pieces such as “Evensong” and “The Gloaming”. The title of the exhibition itself comes from a song by Kate Bush. 

 

There is also a sense within the exhibition of a deep engagement with current contemporary painting, and the history of painting too, and there were several occasions when I thought of many different painters contemporary and historical. Hurvin Anderson, Alvaro Barrington, Odilon Redon, Graham Sutherland (Vespers) and even the infra red photos of Richard Moss ( Japanese Garden and To the Wedding) and Per Kirkby (Biomorphic Botanic).

 

The Colour is both exuberant and at the same time thoughtful. Some of the colours, and paintings have elements of decoration, of flowers and foliage but the colour is often unearthly, beguiling and has a great power in itself. When entering the show one is struck immediately by the boldness and the purity of the colours. The colour is purposeful , often symbolic and literal revealing memory and imagination. The pink is that of Geraniums ( a particular favourite flower of Carrie’s) for its associations with both Mike and their respective families’ love of the flower, her own love emanating from the colour and for the memory it holds. This is further explored in posts on her instagram, where flowers and colours become a conduit for acts of love and healing. There is a beautiful Instagram post I recall of steeping Amaranth flowers in hot water to make intense colours . I was reminded of these posts when looking at the paintings.

 

In Paintings such as “Mistress of Crewell” figures seem to emerge and dilute , sometimes as if half forgotten or remembered. There is a sense of weird unearthliness and also of both time past and time remembered, interwoven. The material and diluted forms also made me think of shrouds , perhaps again suggesting the importance of the material left, symbolic perhaps also of the life lingering on and left within the image. Lately I have been reading an insightful book by Dr Jennifer Johnson about the largely under-sung painter Georges Rouault which explores the materiality of the artist’s work and also in connection to Gustave Moreau and symbolism which I couldn’t help thinking about also in relation to Carrie Stanley’s work.

 

The showing here is in a Elizabethan small gallery space, but somehow this makes it all the more touching for me to be with, and close up with. Sometimes in countless white galleries, you can lose the essence of and the sensory experience of painting.

 

This exhibition felt personal, surrounded almost as if you are in the artist’s studio itself. The paintings despite their elegiac feeling, are full of life, hope and seem to embody a rare searching quality, which somehow emanates and expands from within each painting. Most of all though there is a sense of urgency , and aliveness and a deep presence within them all. They are all individually special in this intimate and gently powerful show. 

 

Mark Rowan-Hull April 2024

 

 

 

 

Carrie Stanley
Exhibition Zuleika

Zuleika Gallery is delighted to present Dance with me in the Sunlit Pools, a solo exhibition of new works by Carrie Stanley. The title of the show draws from lyrics from Jig of Life by Kate Bush. A song that embraces ‘seizing the day’, making a meaningful impact and cherishing the bond between individuals and their loved ones. Stanley describes her journey towards this exhibition as “a meeting place though the realm of painted memory”. Her uniquely personal approach embodies her response to finding a cache of her late husband’s celluloid negatives and working directly from them rather than the photographs. On raw linen, her works emerge slowly just as an analogue photograph emerges from the development process. For Stanley, painting is ‘automatic’ and intuitive, and breaths new life into her memories. These in turn become something ‘other’ in the process; embedded in the fabric and paint and given a new identity. In their new lives, brushstrokes musically morph though forms which are biomorphic and often figurative. The paintings emerge as acts of joyful reverence embracing past, present and future. A celebration of a transmutative journey embedded in their material presence.

Venue Zuleika Gallery, 6 Park Street, Woodstock, Oxfordshire, OX20 1SP. Opening Hours 10 – 5pm Wednesday - Saturday By appointment Sunday – Tuesday – please contact +44(0)7719 060962 Press Contact Philippa Phelan – philippa@zuleikagallery.com +44(0)7719 060962

Carrie Stanley
Derwent Drawing Prize Finalists Exhibition

Overwhelming eve @derwentartprize private view. The gallery was bursting with talented and gorgeous souls. So great to chat to (and thank) @helenrwaters and @curtisartist two of the four judges, also the lovely @jakespicerart and the very talented @laurajacobsart. June Collier was the well deserved winner, her portrait ‘Hetty in hospital’ is profoundly moving. So good to see the work of @_laurahope and @zahrakbari_b -lovely friends who couldn’t make it but whose work shone bright.
Thanks to @galleryoxo for hosting and @parkerharrisco for organising.
So hard to get decent photos as it was so busy.

Pleased we made it as my anxiety put paid to many recent attempts to be in London. Felt good to talk about grief and my project @visual_grief_diary with people who asked.

Looking forward to my drawing demo on 13th April in the gallery and a chance for closer viewing of all the work. Just a few pics here of works in the show -more to come .

Carrie Stanley
Mark Derveux Collaboration

We are collaborating with Carrie Stanley to produce a new solo touring exhibition; There are two colours in my head. This project stems from the artist’s personal experience of trauma recovery and complicated grief, following the loss of her late husband by suicide.

Carrie Stanley
Go fund me - Suicide awareness project

in September 2012 my husband Michael Stanley took his life by suicide leaving behind myself (his wife) and our three children aged 11, 10 and 6 at the time. Even writing this now almost 11 years on it seems unbelievable and shocking.

I rebuilt our lives slowly and with many pitfalls along the way, I'm still rebuilding whilst managing complicated grief in all it's manifestations. This story is mostly about me and not him. That part of our lives is for us alone. I make it in his honour though and so that I know I did my absolute best to tackle the tragedy of his death with the life that he wanted us to have.

I was always an artist and educator but never really allowed my own voice into my practise until Covid hit. Enforced lockdown and some time to reflect on what I really wanted to say with my work allowed me to access and focus on my own story and to use it in an honest and open way. The focus was self healing but in sharing the work through social media I found that it was helping others too.

Making real and visual the very difficult experiences of my own suicide recovery was and is empowering, creates allowance and validates specific moments that felt shameful through the stigma that still surrounds this tragic way to die.

I was awarded an Arts Council England DYCP grant in 2022 which funded 10 months of starting this process of creative investigation. The funding gave me peer support through a critique program, mentor support, a writing residency on a creatives canal boat amongst many other amazing experiences. It helped push me forward and I'm massively grateful for everything the grant brought with it.

But the work inevitably goes on.. I'm now fuelled by a need to collate this work, enable it to be experienced by others, to let it grow and reach it's natural conclusion. My goal is the same ; to present the most honest and open journey ( my journey). The work expresses not only the deepest tragedy but also the joy of being alive in the here and now and what we can do to embrace that. How we can transmute grief into something 'other' that helps people deal with and face their own experiences. How we can lead positive lives going forward and  to heal through creativity. 

I started an instagram page/blog a couple of years ago @visual_grief_diary which is a space for me to reflect and share my work. It's not edited and is often raw and direct. Through this page I've had conversations with many many people who have given me such heartfelt feedback. I can see that it's helping others and this gives me the biggest boost to carry on. To have a positive purpose is another step in beating the overwhelm of suicide loss.

Funds raised through this page will go directly into supporting me making this work, will pay for my time and research.. Will help fund finding venues for the exhibition, accessing support organisations and approaching potential collaborators. I'm aiming for an exhibition which will travel to a few spaces in order to reach the widest audience. There will be talks, possibly a symposium around creative healing, hopefully a publication collating my writings and drawings... so many aims. I’m working towards bringing this all to fruition in late 2024 -early 2025. 

I'm grateful for any support given, it means the world to me. Thank you in advance and follow my story through my instagram page and updates here.

Carrie XX

Carrie Stanley
Painterly Podcast - Grief with Carrie Stanley

In this episode, Painterly podcast was joined in my studio by artist Carrie Stanley for a beautiful conversation about expressing grief through art, how her practice evolved after the loss of her husband to suicide, Joan Didion, public art for collective grief, and cultural differences around expressing loss.

Carrie Stanley
Mentoring vs Tutoring

A mentor is there to guide, bounce ideas off and encourage within a safe structured framework. A mentor is your beacon of support, your sounding board for ideas, your source of inspiration and your catalyst for growth. My mentoring ethos encompasses guiding you through critical thinking, challenging your perceived limitations, and fostering experimentation within a nurturing environment. Drawing from my extensive experience, including a decade of running an art school, I offer insights tailored to your individual journey, particularly in oil painting and drawing practices.

As a tutor I can help teach many drawing and painting skills in which I encourage very experimental approaches which focus on ‘play’ as a pivotal practise. My history of teaching privately and within schools and colleges over the past 14 years has given me a solid and wide grounding to help others from

Carrie Stanley
Monthly Mentoring Programme

Welcome to online mentoring (with real life additions). I’m excited to facilitate this programme which is based on my previous studio based practise plus mentoring I myself received from Turps correspondence course over the last two years. I wanted to keep the supportive and symbiotic learning relationship core to moving forward. A mutual exchange is a more open and organic way to engage in creative enrichment.